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sometim i think peopl thinking. i watch way peopl stare way look ground walk. they must think thing even thing finish doing. i dont understand thought evid mind complet shut anyon els knowledge. i feel strang fact i put thought words. though i concentr write i abl let mind wander i write. the way i think way i process thought chang sinc ive college. leav home earli forc grow i desper need made understand thing i home. my life austin good miss peopl i made major part life. i wonder peopl ever again. my famili cours alway other might not. my friend boyfriend one i spent ever spare moment with. now i complet differ citi spare moment spent think them. i alway travel back time head day i spent them. everi weekend school vacat time i them. mayb think way. i cant help rememb day noth productive. those easiest funnest time life. my mother alway told colleg funnest time i yet see talk about. my mother great. now i realiz thing done me. she alway even i hundr mile away still there. i distract distant voic behind me. they seem discuss project. some kind stress put group. i assum procrastin work hurri finish it. stress thing i cannot deal with. when i stress i start think lot. when i think i get realli nostalg eventu get sad i longer thing i use past. some peopl besid use computer. their mind seem captur work seem occupi would never even notic i write them. if i turn head watch second wouldnt notic either. i alway feel someon look me. even slight glanc corner eye i see someon look. even i dont see weight stare caus awar it. after write assign finish i drive austin traffic get home. that thing i cant stand go home. what five minut end half hour drive. thing like frustrat me. the light rail system suppos fix traffic problem. i feel austin go like houston matter type construct done traffic never go fixed. it difficult tri find quick easi inexpens way eas congest city. pretti soon peopl go sick move country. after counti start get overpopul cycl start again.